REFLECTION FROM MARCH 2ND, 2013**
RE: THE BLESSING THAT OUTWEIGHS ALL EVIL
WRITTEN – 3/2/2013 @ AGE 31
I write to save people. I write to save the people who deserve to be saved and don’t have voices strong enough yet to save themselves. I save the naïve college girl, ravaged by peers who think it’s nothing but fun game to hunt innocent good hearts. I save the mentally ill girl whose self-esteem’s been ripped to shreds by countless boys, who take from her every ounce of extraordinary and throw the rest of her away with the trash. I save the young souls impressed with the iron welding of the wealthy, money’s not green enough, life’s not exquisite enough, soul’s just not good enough.
I save them all. And I do so because I can.
Some are quite adept at destruction; they take pleasure in their wreckage. But they all know deep down they destroy because it’s the only power of which they are truly capable. And so while I have been cursed, in contrast, with so much more I have too been blessed.
(On an updated note – my apologies to any readers who’ve been feeling any spiritual suppression resulting from my dismal outlook as of late. Going through a tough time, wandering around in the darkness…but seeking always that beam of light. It will come. Thanks for being with me in the meantime. All my love to you.)
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