Reflection from October 27, 2007 @ 26 Years Old
**WARNING – THIS ENTRY CONTAINS MATERIAL WRITTEN BY A DEPRESSED ONE – STOP READING NOW IF NOT INTERESTED**
RE: THE CHOICE OF PERSPECTIVE ON LIFE, HOW ANNOYING IT CAN BE
Pools of sorrow, waves of joy,
Are drifting through my open mind;
Possessing and caressing me.
— Written by John Lennon & Paul McCartney, Across the Universe —
Sorry, but sometimes, some things just cannot be better expressed than in words expressed by the people who came before you.
I write worthless words that I will later regret if read by another, perhaps even if read merely by myself. Life is pointless, it is meaningless, and yet it could have far greater meaning, all based on perspective. We get to choose but I am tired of choosing, I want it to be something, or not be something, but all it is, is a figure of my imagination.
It is what I want it to be, it is want I want it not to be; I get to choose and yet I don’t want to choose, I just want to be. I want it to be this or be that, but for god’s sake stop being what I want or do not want it to be! It’s driving me mad!