REFLECTION FROM JANUARY 12TH, 2009
Written 1/12/2009 @ Age 27 – But Still Wondering If It’s True…
Today’s the day. You know I had a dream about David last night. We were in a big open field and I was watching him play soccer and I thought to myself “see, he isn’t dead!” And then I woke up and it took me a minute to remember that he is in fact, dead.
I still just can’t believe it most of the time. I always thought if anyone could save me, it would be him. But I should have known better. There are no shining white knights anymore. They’re all taken or dead. There are no shining white knights in this story, only darkly burdened deadbeats waiting to suck the life out of me. There are no shining white knights in this world.