On Bein’ a WOMAN – The NATURAL Kind…

REFLECTION FROM MARCH 14TH, 2011 @ AGE 29

RE:  GRATEFULNESS – IT’S A STATE OF CONSCIOUSNESS…

My computer is about to die so I’ll wrap this short one up.  I really love my family so much, and I love my friends no matter whether we are in different places in our lives, and I love my job and co-workers, I’m just so lucky in all the fundamental ways.  I don’t want to overlook that and dwell on the things that I don’t have, because I could lose time appreciating the things that I do have now, and lose them and then all will be lost.  So I am going to try to write about my struggles with that more often as they occur, so that I can consciously work on that issue.

I want to get over it and move forward and be okay with where I am at in my life, and be okay with living my life on my own timeline.  I so much so would like to live my life in that manner.  But I know that it’s difficult for anyone to do–I’m not the only one.  It should be easy, but appreciating what you have instead of dwelling and being upset about what you don’t have is a difficult task for anyone.  It takes, like anything worthwhile in life, work.  And so as I move forward, I will work towards that goal.

And along those lines, I need to work much more seriously towards improving my health.  I know what I need to do – it’s just a matter of doing it now.  I want my body to be in shape when I am finally in a position to have children, and I need to get started on that now.  Okay, computer’s running out…time to go for now…

Thoughts?

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