ON MY LIFE — Born To Save Children.

Reflection from July 17th, 2007 @ Age 26

RE:  BEAUTY — WHEN YOU CAN SEE IT, BUT CANNOT YET FEEL IT ALL THE SAME..

Did I ever tell you it’s most beautiful out when it rains?  I’ve noticed it before but I really am seeing it now.  It’s beautiful in Coventry underneath the rain!  I went for a walk in the rain which, incidentally—I was just thinking how fun it would be this morning to go for a walk in the rain because it was looking as though it might rain.

I can’t speak for tomorrow but right now, in this moment, I’m in love with life.  It’s refreshing!  A breath of fresh air.  I’ve been missing Dave today as well.  The boy’s been on my mind.  (Ain’t that an understatement?!)

“I’d be lying if I said I didn’t want millions; more than money saved, I wanna save children.”

—Common

My lifeline is taunting me I feel.  Like I’m on the verge of all these wonderful things and I can see them glistening in the distance and yet at my present space and time they remain unreachable.  I can see them with my own two eyes…but I cannot yet feel it.  I’m confused with static, constant emotional pain.  It’s not constant though either!  It feels constant though…like the blanket of a black night.

Thoughts?

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