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Reflection from August 11th, 2008 @ Age 27

RE:  WINCING UPON TIME WASTED WORRYING ABOUT MONEY, BUT REJOICING IN TIME SPENT CULTIVATING MY INNER BEAUTY ALL THE WHILE ;0)

I feel like the worst thing in my life, the thing that brings me most down is the thought that I am now 27 years old and I cannot make it on my own.  I just can’t.  I make $32,000 a year and I still can’t make it on my own.  There’s no way in hell I could afford to live on my own.  I think it would be different if I could live on my own but chose not to because I wanted to save some money or something like that, but I’m not even saving money at this point.  I don’t have any money left over to save after I pay all my goddamn bills, including most importantly those student loans.  Bastards.

I’m just so very bothered by this concept.  I literally am 27 years old and I’m still dependant upon my parents.  I can’t tell you how much money I owe them but I know it’s in the thousands.  I just throw things on my tab now, cause I don’t even have enough money to get by.  I hate it.  I hate living like this, living without money and being unable to go experience new places and new activities and to have fun and be happy and joyful.  I just hate it.  I hate it hate it hate it!

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