Reflection from October 3rd, 2012 @ Age 31
RE: REWIRING MY BRAIN SO IT COULD KEEP UP WITH MY HEART ;0)
I think the thing that bothers me most is that he could hate me so much for being good. For being a good person, once again, I am punished. I suppose that is the worth of Heaven.
I wonder if Dave will be waiting for me at the gates.
In any case, I can no longer be haunted by Adam’s wrath if I choose not to succumb to his evil manner of thinking. So that is what I will be working on. I told you I am a worse person than I used to be because of his influence on me. Or maybe I didn’t tell you that. I told him though, and I think that’s what really counts.
In any other case, I decided on the name for book no. 2, the book of Adam, it shall be called “The Useless Book of Love”. I love it.