ON LEARNING — From The *Best* ;0)

Reflection from March 13th, 2012 @ Age 30


Feels funny to even say it after having read through half of June 2005 but…

I’m sitting at Starbucks, writing in my beautiful pink Italian leather journal that my mama got for me ;0)

Some things never change I suppose! 

Don’t have anything pressing to write about.  My hand is rather sore to be entirely honest, but…

To be brief, I’ve read through all my old journals up to age 23 now and well, I don’t know—but suffice it to say, I’m here to meet with Dr. H. and Adam at 5:45pm for marriage counseling.

It’s motherfucking beautiful outside!

And I love my little boy puppy…Mr. Dietrich Mercutio ;0) 

He’s the best.  EVER.  (and I mean that.)

I know it’s just a brief preview, nothing like the “real” thing…

But being D’s mama for four days has been one of the most wonderful things in my life.  I can’t explain it, but it’s like my perspective—or a faction of it at the very least, has been reborn.  That’s such an insufficient description it’s borderline retarded, but it is phenomenal.  It’s absolutely amazing.  I can hardly imagine it could be even better but…

Been listening to Eminem more, the words…

In this world

     When it spins

               When it swirls

                    When it whirls

                          When it twirls

                                 Two little beautiful girls…

Yeah, see…that right there, it took about five minutes of play, write, rewind, start over.

But…everything always happens for a reason

          I guess it was never meant to be

               It’s just something we have no control of

                    and that’s what destiny is

Maybe someday we’ll wake up and this’ll all just be a dream


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