ON LEARNING — How To Freeze The *Unhelpful* Males Out ;0)

Reflection from January 17th, 2012 @ Age 30

RE:  THE HEAT OF LOVE VS. THE ISOLATION OF INDIFFERENCE.

Couple things.  Janine “liked” a couple of my pictures on Facebook today.  Also, I think sometimes grandiosity can be better seen from an aerial view of the gritty details rather than trying to come up with a grandiose idea from the start.  Just a thought, and a quick one too, had them while I was driving home from the psychologist appointment with Adam tonight.  (Got to get them down fast before he comes in and starts talking…whew!)

I don’t know if I’ve said previously, but there are quite a few persons who prefer to have nothing to do with me than anything at all.  Adam’s talking now…

Janine, for one; and then, also, there’s Charity, Catherine, well…I guess maybe that’s it!  I don’t know, for some reason I thought it was more than that.  Anyways, those three don’t want nothin’ to do with me!  Except that Janine liked two of my pictures today.  It made me feel really, really good, that she’d even care, you know?  That she’d even care to look at my pictures and press the “like” button to let me know she was thinking about me.  Because I mean god, what a horrible thing it is to let someone know that you care about them!  As per Adam, anyways, that always seems to be the case, in my rare and awkward attempts to make friends with other women (LOL…to “make friends”…ohh my).

So anyways, that was nice.  Now Adam’s distracting me, I’m gonna shut the door and try to keep going, once I pee…